A Blog.

At the moment I am debating on what car to get myself..my car money I got for my birthday has just been sitting there ever since April 9th..hmm what to buy? I have been looking at BMW’S and Audi’s, so far found some good ones just need to call. And I need a new job. My goals for the summer are:

-New Job along with my hospital job

-FIND car!

-Tone up

-Get a really nice tan.

Thats all for now I’m sure more things will come to me soon enough. Oh and I really want another piercing on my ear, but that I’m still thinking about. Short blog today, but I need to go and get started on some serious homework/studying… Talk to you guys soon. Oh and DAMN YOU INFLUENZA.

Damn you Influenza…you strike again.

Yeah so what’s up with this “Swine Influenza”? Is there one day in this world where something doesn’t go wrong. It seems as if lately a lot of things have been going wrong. First not too far from where I live a women killed a little girl in a church and then threw her in a river inside a suitcase, not too far before that a few kids in Oakland were shot. Hmm, yeah never a normal day in this world, and I have come to realize that I really hate watching the news, it just makes you depressed.

HourGlass

This is a story, not your ordinary Once upon a time happily ever after, this one is a little different. More realistic.

…….

Off to college, straight leaving after High School.

It’s been too long…

“Come back to me? Can you feel me?..Hear me calling for you?”

Is your heart still mine? I wanna cry sometimes, I miss you.

Close friends, even lovers.

Wondering if you’re the same and who’s been with you.

 

 

FACT:

 

HEAT

Oh my god. So some of you have asked where I live. I live in California and right now it is horribly hot. Like we didn’t even have a proper spring, it just jumped to 90+ degrees. I am so thankful my new house has AC because it honestly saves me everyday! I am more of a winter girl. I love rain, cold days, snow, wind..etc. You may ask why do you live in California when you love everything opposite of it. Well I don’t know I mean I love California, but the heat doesn’t float my boat. I love coats, boots, scarves, hats…etc and those are winter clothes! Don’t get me wrong the heat is nice when it isn’t overwhelming and where you sweat just sitting down. I like to swim and the beach and to tan and all that good stuff….but it really drives me crazy when its like 90+ degrees at 8 in the morning! :/

 

SOMEONE SEND ME SOME SNOW

 

HEAT.. mix the letters up it comes to as HATE haha wow the heat is getting to my head :p

 

Now&Then

Hospitals… hmm for somebody who hates needles and feels weak at the sight of blood. Why am I working at one? I see it everyday but I finally learned today that you can overcome those fears. It doesn’t bother me AS much. I see people come in with all types of injuries. For example today a man who worked at a construction site shot a nail gun accidently at his own hand. I don’t need to go into detail but it was pretty nasty. I probably look pretty stupid because most of the times people come in with injuries I kind of just stop and stare blankly at them. It’s pretty funny, but I assume I’ll get used to it eventually. As for wearing scrubs hmm, mine are pink and it’s ok because everyone pretty much blends in except the fact we all wear different colored scrubs. 

 

Flightless Bird

Every second you get closer, get older. So why do we waste a lot of our time fighting and arguing about pointless things. I catch myself getting mad a lot of the time for pointless and stupid things. But its sad sometimes, how you put the blame of a lot of things on me. Ask yourself sometimes the things you ask me. If I acted the way you act towards me you would have sleepless nights too. 

I know I’ve got issues but your pretty messed up too.

 

Updates?

 

Um, I have a dad, I’m 18 finally, I have a fish named Pepper, I don’t live in Santa Clara anymore, I am not on the internet 24/7 anymore and it’s better, I kick-box, I work in a hospital part time helping Doctors, I can solve a Rubik’s Cube in a minute, I recently killed 3 spiders on my own, I know my future holds a “MEDICAL” type of job, I’m more aware of things.