Today Is.

I like the moments where you just feel like everything is in it’s place, and everything seems calm. The moments where it feels like you don’t ever want to turn back, everything in a positive state. Those moments are the ones that make you breathe easier, the ones that give your mind a break. I’d like to change the fact that most of the time they are “moments” because a moment isn’t a ALWAYS thing, it can be gone with a blink of an eye.

Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?

Ok so QUICK thing to say before my actual blog starts… I’m DONE with requests, sorry but it just wasn’t working out But I’m going to cut the BS of how I kept saying how I don’t have time to post anything when I did, it was just like writers block for a while, but I’m back this time. (REALLY!) 

I have some friends I hardly know, but we’ve had some times I wouldn’t trade for the world. We chase these days down with the places that we will go. I’ve been here so long, that I think its time to move. The winter’s so cold, summers over too soon. Let’s unwrite these pages, and replace them with our own. This isn’t there’s to be told. We all have friends and people, but in the end we all stand  alone. My friends I feel like I’ve known forever, but sometimes when I think about it, it’s like I don’t know them at all. Sometimes I want to start over, and meet new people, make new friends. But then I see it again and It’s harder then how I portray it. Having the same inside jokes, and memories is hard to make over. Especially these people you grew up with and they know you like the back of their hand, at least they think they do. We all lived on front porches and swinged life away, we get by just fine on minimum wage. But thats back then when we didn’t care about anything, and when we didn’t get mad at each other for no reason. As the years have gone by I told myself we were only getting closer, but truth is we were slowly drifting apart. And I guess I pushed myself away too. College is coming, and I KNOW we aren’t going to the same schools, and that nothing will be the same again. But that doesn’t mean you just forget right? You DON’T forget to call, after all we aren’t strangers. Am I loud and clear or am I just breaking up? Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost? Love has taken a part of our life now too, and most of us don’t understand each others side, but I guess you can say we are there for each other when we need it. I mean its hard, but were all fighting for what we want. So if love is a labor, I’ll slave till the end, I won’t cross these streets until you hold my hand…

 

-Thank you, Rise Against.