S.O.S

“What if, we never had the expectations of wanting to be loved in return, because we had the reassurance of knowing we’re already loved regardless of what we do.”

I’m always the person giving people advice on relationships, love, life, and a lot of other things that may have less importance then the first three. I’ll admit sometimes the advice I give I surprise myself with it. So why is it I can’t take my own advice? People always tell me I must be very good at solving my own problems since I give good advice. It’s not like that at all. I give decent advice, but I don’t know how to give it to myself. I don’t know. So I’ll just live like I mean it, and love till I feel it, even if I am doing it wrong. Maybe someone will show me right.

 

It’s like working with Wilhelmina Slater.

So, it’s official I HATE her. Hate is a strong word I would say, but I mean it. I hate working with her, and how she thinks she is always right. First off, she apparently has no friends, and doesn’t ever go out, but yet she makes her life look oh so fabulous. Then she is on this new diet, that involves ordering food online and following their rules. HA. Ever heard of hitting the gym, and doing it nice the old fashioned way where you ACTUALLY see results? I was nice to her when I first met her, obvious thing to do right? But I regret it. I know I sound bitter, but how can you not, when its like you work with the devil. When I sit down and actually think about her I laugh, because she really has no life. And she always says not to cause drama, and how she hates it. But she starts it, funny right? Oh and the funniest of all, is that she thinks people like her. Someone help me, should I ignore her? Isn’t work supposed to be the place where you leave everything behind and just focus on work? I thought so, but apparently when all work is, is just another drama scenario.

It’s what you said.

“And he looked me int he eyes and said…I hope you like dancing in the rain, I’ll spin you around and pull you back to me. I sure am glad you wore that dress, it reminds me of the night that we first met. Don’t you love these evenings in July, staring at you, with my brown eyes? We could be fine.”

It’s a few simple words, that change your whole view on things. It’s the people you never thought you would make a place for in your life. It’s the least expected. Sometimes one look can change everything, and remind you of things you seemed to have forgotten because you were taken away from what was real, taken away from the truth. But it takes just ONE time to open up your eyes and see whats real from whats been fake since it even began. People you least expect, come out of nowhere and take you into a different part of life, make you appreciate it for what it is. It’s these people who I want to never leave, its these people that have made a difference. For me, it’s not even “people”…its just him.